| im donE=) |
[Feb. 3rd, 2004|10:33 pm] |
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no morE live journal foR me...! |
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[Jan. 21st, 2004|03:18 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
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| | no music...just PURE studying | ] |
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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hMmm...makes u thinK no??
today was so ok i suppose mainly becuase my english final was WOW suPer easY=) iM glad because i needed an A to raise my gradE bacK up...not saying i got an A tho (knock on wood) but it was damn easY and rather fun=P everyone else thought it was increadibly harD but it was a piece of cake to mE, i meaN i just zoomed right through iT=) so im glad that went good but now i have stupid hebrew scriptures to worry about! everyone is saying how hard the test is and ugH i hate this stupid teacher! she gave us a studyguide and the whoLe thing is filled with people to memoRizE~!!! theres atleast 50 people and u have to learn what they did, where they're from, what time period, eVeRyThiNG! ahhh im gonna DIE! soo mucH to leaRn in sO littLe timE and yet look at me...writing in a live journaL=P loL! I HATE FINALS! iD ratheR be anywheRe then sittinG here, iN thiS chair...STUDYING! i neeD to...whats the word again??...SLEEP!!! haVenT reaLLy done mucH of that in the pasT weeK or so!
Just keep telling yourself...this is the last day and then it will all be over. buT goSh, tomorroW seems like foRevEr and a daY awaY=( |
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| LaZy BuTT! |
[Jan. 18th, 2004|03:05 pm] |
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| |  satisfied | ] |
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| | One Call Away-ChinGy feaT. JaSoN WeaVer | ] |
aHh! iM puttinG off studyinG...=P waT a baD girL i know i knoW but bLaH im too laZzZzyYy=/ iM just listeninG to music and beinG the gay lazy aSS that i aM=P lol iM jusT listening to oLd cD's... waT eLse is new?
i seeM to be in a good mooD=) dandy no? i mean if u think about it...everything happens for a reason and maybe my reason is yet to come. LiFe shaLL geT betteR wiTh tiMe anD all we havE to do is maKe the mosT of the situatioN we aRe put in noW. So whY noT just be happy and jusT let changE happen? Always live for yourself, no matter how selfish it seems. YOU are the one staying up in the middle of the night thinking and reviewing all that you DIDN'T do, and knew you COULD HAVE done, not everyone else whom you think actually matter...=)very truE
"The state of your life is nothing more than a reflection of your state of mind." |
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[Jan. 17th, 2004|11:47 pm] |
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| | hot and wet-112 | ] |
been to lazy to write...still am=) just came back from movies and dinner witH my precious apa! we saw along came polly and lol it was good...kind of disgusting though=P but yeah finals are this week and hmm...not really stressed...i already started studyign and but it seems i get bored with a subject to quick and switch...today i studied a little bit of english and then math after i got bored with that=/ not a whold buch of work but hey its a good start i suppose right? im always so tired lately...im tired even right now and its liek earlier then i normally sleep! i got 12 hours of sleep last nite and yet three hours after being awake i want to take a nap lol rnt i just a funny girL! i didnt do illuminations or CAP lol but im glad i didnt cause i heard they were cheaking iD...hmm next year for suree and i wont even have to worry because i shall really be 15=) yippieE! im have been really...blah...i hope things get better but until then...studying is my new hoBBy |
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| aaaaaaaaaaaH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Jan. 12th, 2004|04:32 pm] |
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| | a;lekjtalkjt;lkjoeiatuoihglkfjg,.zmnga;lkjtie!!! | ] |
uGHhhhhh!!!!!!! THE DOCTOR SAID I CANT DANCE!!!!!!! wAt the HELL!!!! i canT eveN BELIEVE thiS! iM soooOoo sorrY alYssA and beRniE=( goD thiS sucKs soo bAd! hes like "we dont want to take a chance and we don't know whats wrong wtih her yet" yeah oK u swEaR like im gonna suddenLy fainT on staGe! lkawejtlkaewjtlwrkjtlkwej;tkjw'fljewkltjieo we've beeN workinG on this dance ALL year and now i cant even be in it and its gona look so dumb with just 2 ppL doing it!!! bLaHhhhh why did i have to faint on this day!! whY couLdn'T it be tomorroWw or or yesterDaYy! god this sucks... |
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| wHaT a daY! |
[Jan. 12th, 2004|02:35 pm] |
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| | nobody knows it but me-babyface | ] |
WoW...thats aLL i have to say about today! whO wouLd have thought aLL thiS couLd happen on thiS day specifically lol it was the least expected thinG eVeR! well i gueSS uR wonderinG what haPPenEd...weLL here iT goes:
I wake up in the morning to turn off my alarm and get ready for school and all of a sudden i feel a little dizzy. I guess i got unconscious because next thing i know i am on the floor with an aching shoulder from hitting it against a chair. I decided it must have been a one time fainting thing(only fainted one other time on a plane a year ago) so i get up to go to the bathroom and start getting ready for school. I'm standing next to the sink and all of a sudden i feel the dizziness come back! I was thinking, No i can't faint again i wont let it happen. So i start shaking my head to snap myself out of it and all of a sudden i become unconscious AGAIN and next think i know i am on the floor. I fainted twice in a row! I was freaked and started yelling for my mother to come and help me. She told me to go back to bed so she could wake me up at 11:00 to go to the doctors. I figured ok whats the harm besides the fact i had a religion quiz. When we went to the doctor he had no idea what was wrong wtih me. He was baffled at the thought of what caused my fainting to occur twice in a row. He decided to send me to a lab to have blood tests done on me. I hate blood tests! Just when i thought that i didn't have to take one this year...they change their mind. How wonderful! But anyways, i come home and i am reading my book when all of a sudden my friend calls me from school and says "The teacher said that if you don't come to school today you cant preform in the dance recital today!" (its part of your grade...kind of like a final). My mom ended up talking to the teacher, the councler, and the dean and explained them everything and they said they would make an exception if we got a letter from the doctor saying that he approves of me preforming tonight. So we have to go through all this craP for missing one lousy day of school! what bullshit! gooDnEss! atleaSt im not fainting anymore aye? lol weLL newaYs theres my lonG hectic daY=P |
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| yawn...=0 |
[Jan. 9th, 2004|10:08 pm] |
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| | the sound of my bed calling me to sleep=( | ] |
i. am. so. freaking. tired. i came back from khane like half an hour ago and wow im pooped! my eyes are literally hurting from tiredness...ouch ouch oucH!! tomorrow is winter formal=) kinda excited about that...actually cause i want to get all dressed up lol thats always fun. i have so much mission class homework! greaT how am i going to keep awakE??? iM dOoMeD |
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| hoW sTranGe=P |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|04:04 pm] |
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| | promise-jagged edge (old is gold=P) | ] |
i goT this in aN emaiL and its funnY because most of it is truE!
AUGUST
Loves to joke
Attractive
Suave and caring
Brave and fearless
Firm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Too generous and egoistic
Takes high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraordinary spirit
Easily angered
Angry when provoked
Easily jealous
Observant
Careful and cautious
Thinks quickly
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led
Loves to dream
Talented in the arts, music and defense
Sensitive but not petty
Poor resistance against illnesses
Learns to relax
Hasty and rusty
Romantic
Loving and caring
Loves to make friends
hmMm...wierD lol bLaH todaY was sO loNG!! i bought the winter formaL biD lol iTs a winTeR in PaRiS=P lookinG forwaRd tO iT! i goT 2 detentions today! lol TWO! one is tomorrow after school for being late to one of my classes and teh other is a saturday for an houR for leaving my back pack in teh locker rooM and NOT putting it in my locker...what a idiotic ruLe! ughh so strange they are! the whoLe point of putting it in there is so your stuff won't get stolen and look the schooL takes it instead! i mean its our responsibility and i dont believe its a major crimE. whatever. NoT reaLLy in a gooD mooD anYmoRe...sorta rubbed off last nite for some odd reason=/ oh well lol im trying to finish born confused before sunday so i can give it back to farah which seems impossible...still got like 400 pages left and with aLL this homework (even a shit load in mission class) its going to be difficuLt but hey im all for challenges=) anywaYss i am feeLing a naP coming on... |
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| WoW! iM feeLin gooD (du nu nu nu nu nu) =D |
[Jan. 6th, 2004|03:28 pm] |
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| | Keep Your Head Up by Tupac | ] |
heYyy! iTs mE! lol today was a gooOod day i suppoSe! raN teh miLe and i thot i was going to be horribLe but i feeL like a whoLe shiiT loaD or tension jusT wasHed away...maGic! anD i feeL skinnieR lol thats aLwaYs a plus=)i goT tonS of homeworK but im kind of looKing forwaRd to it because wow are my grades raSinG rapidLy and iM looKin prettY daMn gooD this yeaR! actually quite prouD of myseLf! i feeL...accomplishEd. lol anYwayS my oraL report wenT GREAT=D 100% actually which is quite surprising considering how stressed i was. everything seeMs up hiLL now and im startinG to enjoy this so called life! i know what i want to accomplish and i feeL like i am taking the right path towards it. okiE weLL im off to starT on my hoMewoRk! tonS of that to finish iF i want to go to khane (which i do) because iM supposeD to get the contract from karim for winterformaL! YaY im soooo exciTed abouT that!!! i got my dress and eVeRythiNG so iM aLLLLLL seT! happY hapPy joY joY lol too bad we cant rent a limO tho=/ oH weLL neXt timE |
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| i WanT haY! |
[Mar. 26th, 2003|06:38 pm] |
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| | farahs faRts=D hahahahahha | ] |
hahahahahha jambi inspired me to make one of these sexy enTries! i am currently in mexiCo on a secret mission to destroy the guy who didnt sell jambi his marajuana=) hehe HAPPY NEW YEAR evErYboDyy LoL oh yeah oh yeah my new years resolutionS:
1. eat more hay=)
2. be nicer to people and more understandinG (its a must on everyones lisT=P)
3. try not to yell at farah when she puts the tv on AUX 7 (hahahahhah HEELLLOOO)
4. lol tRy not to make fun of siR taLks aLoT!! =P ahaha
5. grow a tree.
6. eat the tree.
7. then grow the tree again.
8. try to have a million points before i get to baLLs!! (in pinball that iS hahaha)
9. paint my house bright yellow=) SUNSHINE aLL daY lonG!!! ahHh
10. try noT to sound liek im having an orgasM whiLe im saying last names (hahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhah lol omG faRaH phEww the jokes the joKes)
11. saY heLLo to the seXy guY with the whiTe shiRt whO plays fooTbaLL outsiDe jamat khana and taLks liKe a niggeR=D
12. SHINE LIKE STAR THAT I AM=D dum dum DUM
hehehe ok there u GoOoOoO! LoL me and faruKie are soo hYpeR we are in fLoRidA and its 3 iN the morninG here and and we canT sleepP~ lol we are likee soo up the rooF~!! ahahah omggg WHERE ARE OUR THINKING CAPS???!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH gooD bYeeee=D we shaLL be back if the slEEp shaLL not overcomE
-JaaDieS=P |
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